January 2012
12 posts
yanrwtb:
You will be okay. In fact, you’ll be better than okay. Fate has a strange way of breaking things and putting the pieces back together to create something even more beautiful.
Nothing - The Script
“7 years and I’m waiting for nothing.”
I’m not crying because you’re gone or you don’t love me anything. Nothing to do with that, I’m crying because I’m such an idiot.
Because I love you still even if you don’t anymore. That’s what is killing me.
tlntno:
Gotten - Slash ft. Adam Levine
I force myself to stop looking for you these days because we’re not meant to be friends but we can’t be together.
I'm not as great as people thought.
I only met one other girl aside from Alaine that I could really envision a future with. Don’t get it twisted though, no one ever comes close to my first love but she was pretty fuckin’ close.
I met her through an ask she sent me telling me to feel better about my situation with an (now ex) girlfriend. We started talking and she was very closed up and heavily guarded. One night she...
I feel that you’re so beautiful that your name should be engraved in the stars and every single time I look up, I’ll be reminded of you. You’re like a star. It feels like you’re so close to me but in reality, you’re billions of miles away. I look up and I see you but the reality of it is, you left before I even came. You shine and in reality, this light went out long...
One day, I'll marry you.
Have ever looked at someone like that?
To see their face and just know this who you will wake up next to for the rest of your life, take those hideous family portraits where you all look normal. You see their face and think “We’ll travel the world together.”
There has never been a day where I thought she wasn’t beautiful. She could be in her sweat pants and just rolled...
I read through the old blogs she used to write about me, to me, during a time when I could do no wrong and it makes me feel like shit.
Why am I doing this to myself? Oh yeah, torture
The season.
I missed my family very much, feels very unsatisfying opening the door to my apartment to find myself alone again.
December 2011
26 posts
Of course I’ll miss you when you’re not around.
Merry Christmas, sweetheart.
We’ve known each other for 6 years and although we’re not working out, man, I wish. I just wish. There is seriously no one more perfect for me than you are. I always loved you for being able to tell me off whether i was right or wrong. You’ve been my rock and I wish I was more for you. It still kills to think about you loving someone else and I know I’m hypocrite because I...
God, I miss you terribly. In my mind I wish everything did work out in my favor and I would be with you but it’s 2012 soon, I shouldn’t keep holding onto you. I should try to love her the way I love you, I’m learning to slowly accept you will never be mine. So disappointing.
With family for christmas.
I miss everyone, to see the tears from my mothers face when she saw me at the airport, i couldn’t have wished anything better. The holidays are a time with my family and I’m so blessed to be here with them. Sitting with them at a dinner table for the past week and the best part was sitting there and my mother telling me how I’ve grown into such a handsome man and that she...
Where are you when I need you.
@belowtheheavens
Do my asks even get to you..? lol
I miss you.
I haven’t talked to you in days, partly because you needed space, partly because of my school work. I miss you very much.
Anonymous asked: You have so many "her's" in your life, it's disgusting.
Slaving away.
This paper, it’s glorious with it’s 30 pages of writing but I’m just about brain dead now.
You need me less than I need you.
You should date an illiterate girl.
hotsauce2:
You should date an illiterate girl.
Date a girl who doesn’t read. Find her in the weary squalor of a Midwestern bar. Find her in the smoke, drunken sweat, and varicolored light of an upscale nightclub. Wherever you find her, find her smiling. Make sure that it lingers when the people that are talking to her look away. Engage her with unsentimental trivialities. Use pick-up...
anthonycq:
trust me| the fray.
I'm making myself laugh.
The more bitterness I receive from her, the more I just want to be in her life to prove her wrong or something, what is wrong with me? I should be furious lol but I’m not even close.
let me lay it down to you simple:
vickstahs-:
Something to get off my chest.
You hate me and you know what? I completely understand why. It’s not new that I fucked up and someone’s not willing to turn the other cheek and let me slip so easily to think that my actions are tolerable but I’m not going to share that bitter taste you have for me, you did nothing wrong and I was stupid, although this is a completely void idea. You...
Always going to respect a woman who can tell me off haha.
Something to get off my chest.
You hate me and you know what? I completely understand why. It’s not new that I fucked up and someones not willing to turn the other cheek and let me slip so easily to think that my actions are tolerable but I’m not going to share that bitter taste you have for me, you did nothing wrong and I was stupid, although this is a completely void idea, You would have to be the only woman I...
"We're not on the same page."
Driving and doing the daily routine but feeling like the world is stopped for a few moments trying to form sentences that make sense and they don’t. I love you today, I love you tomorrow, I love you even if I put a ring on someone else’s finger. She brought up the willingness someone else had to fly back and forth to see her and she was willing to do the same. I have a family far away...
If you read this.
tlntno:
My mother has surgery tomorrow so they can remove the tumor in my mothers stomach. I’m praying that it all goes well and all I can do is send my love through a cellphone and my love to her through my thoughts because I’m sick right now and the last thing I want to risk is to be selfish and go see her and worsen her condition as she gets better.
I’d really appreciate if anyone reading...
Hearing news like that makes so much sense as to why I no longer want her.
Sounding Familiar?
Sometimes I feel like we’re going to bump into each other at the supermarket, in line for a cup of coffee, you’ll drop your bag and I’ll help you pick up your things in the middle of a busy street and we’re going to look at each other and say, “Oh my God, it’s you..” You’ll be a beautiful woman and I’ll be clean cut and done well for myself...
For those who loved and lost.
Don’t you ever stare at them and think one of these three things.
“Why didn’t we work out? Why couldn’t we make this work?”
“Why did you not want to take a chance on me? I could have loved you like I’ve never loved at all.”
“How did I love you once and now I’ve outgrown you?”
Don’t you dread those thoughts? You think, how...
November 2011
48 posts
rosieposey asked: hello twin! happy early thanksgiving! i hope all is well and you're doing fiinee [:
It’s choking to think about someone you genuinely like with someone else. It’s even worse knowing that you’re affected by the efforts to move on and you have to swallow it all and look at them and say, “I’m so happy for you, tell me all about the grand time you had with them when you’re home.” Having to cut conversations short because you know...
I love the way you say good morning to me.
I hate headaches like this, I feel like dying from the pain
I really miss you when you’re gone and for once we’re not in conflict, man, never maximize my window when you’re still online.
Just a shot in the dark. You and I.